Is This How it Will Be
Is This How it Will Be
Have you ever felt like your life is falling apart? I feel as if mine is. There is no money to spend and I am working my butt of to make the little amount I do make. I'm only 17 but I am going off to college next year. I have to now learn how to live on my own and pay bills that I never had to pay. Its a difficult situation for me, Im not sure how to live on my own and pay for things, I dont even know how to buy a car. Im not one of those girls who needs their parents for everything, I would much rather do alot on my own, but the world is different today. I ask myself these questions everyday...Will I make it? Will I look like a failure to my parents if I struggle? Im very lost and scared at the same time.
My Hero
My Hero
So here let me tell you about the greatest father in the world. My dad, a well self taught man that would do anything for his kids and wife. Someone that isn't perfect to others, but in my eyes his the most perfect and wonderful man that any kid would be luck to have as their father. I lay in my bed at night waiting for my dad to come talk to me. He tells me stories about how much he loves his kids and they are his world, his everything. It brings tears to my eyes knowing he feels this way and that every other father of my friends have never said a single word that my father tells me every night. My father is a strong man..he deals with his brothers that think nothing of him, but he still helps them because he loves them. At night I cry to myself knowing that one day he wont be here..the day my whole world will end,,I will be distraught and discusted blaming God, but knowing he is not the cause. I try not to think about it. It hurts too much. I sit there woundering, am I a good daughter? A daughter that tells him that I love him all the time as he does for me, A daughter that listens to him and does what he says even if I don't like it but I do it anyway because I know it makes him happy? Am I the daughter that makes him proud because he knows he can trust me and that I have good jugement? What about the daugher that tells him he is doing a great job? ...DAD I am so proud of you! you would go out of your way for me. I DO LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH. I do listen to what you say because I know your only protecting me. You can trust me because I have great parents that guided me and not just told me something was wrong but explained why it was wrong. And dad you do a great job, not just with your work but raising your kids,,don't ever doubt yourself because Im growing up just great. I LOVE YOU DAD!
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